we can be 好朋友 ?

曾经因为等待会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉 你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心
还会不会寂寞

knowing u is fate.
liking u is fate
but not being able to progress further is also fate.
i guess its not enough.

never regretted letting my heart open to you.
even if it wasnt meant to be or might have not lasted, im glad u took a slot in my heart.
despite not knowing when i changed, im glad it was for you.
i never tot of it to be possible but i guess fate works in a strange way.

yr dimple when u smile.
yr fingers when our hands held.
yr candid-ness in our conversations
yr voice when u sing
yr teasing on the phone
yr self all the time

i think the comfortable level i had with u was something i nv felt before. to be able to b myself. to feel tat someone can accept me with/wout make up, watever clothes i wear, specs/contacts.

i duno when is it along the way that i felt i jus wanted to be with u forever. haha
sounds exaggerating?
im not.

BUT
call it a woman's sixth sense.
i somehow knew u r kinda still hung up over her.
even though you say u dun wan to clear any misunderstanding with her to let her hate u. but i knew u care ALOT about wat she thinks.
its the frequent conflicts tat got u tired n wanted to end the r/s. but i guess you two are kinda suitable for each other. just nd to iron out the differences.
i cant help you at that. but i give you my sincere blessings :)

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thank you for everything.
for sharing your past and issues with me.
for spending time with me
for tryin to see if we can work out
for being honest with me about how u really felt.
for being you.

you will always have this special soft spot in my heart ;)
JIANG ZHEN DE.
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i will be fine.