against all odds

i was tempted to just stick to LJ for blogging pleasures.
but den i realise i wanted something new.
something that i can just say what i want. w/out ppl finding out who i am.

why the blog name rightsagainsthewrongs?

cause in the world we live in, how many of us can differentiate between the rights and the wrongs.? the heart against the mind? the good against the bad?

i haven been happy recently.
like so suffocated up cause i duno what is right, what is wrong.
is liking a person right or wrong?
is havin expectations right or wrong?
i dont anymore.

i dont need to be needy on anyone. im not liked that.
but at times i jus need a shoulder to lean on. to take off my independent costume and jus be normal. be common.
but no.
ppl expect from me to be who i m always. to let them lean on.
its okay to lend a shoulder. but wheres one when i need one?
jus cause im not the IP you wan me to be means ive changed?
have you, for a moment, stop and think that this may be who i really am?
i also have my weak moments
i also have moments where i want to be mean, to be critical, to be wild, to do the wrong right things at the right time.
YES! this is wat i wan now.
rebellious? i shd think so.

BUT NO!
a little bit of change everyone start making a hooha over it.

i just wanna tell them!
i love as wat i wan, how i wan, who i wan, when i wan.

i may care alot for you
but if u push me away den im sorry.
im just gonna turn and walk away.
cause im tired of waiting for miracles to happen.
tired of hopin ppl notice me for a change.

its okay.
go do your own stuff.
i'll do mine.
im perfectly fine being alone. as ive always been.
yi ge ren.